I want to know what happened to the sweet little girl inside of me. The one who was smiling and imaginative. The one who saw the best in every situation and tried to cheer everyone up. Was it age or stress that took her away. I use to always be warm and golden. I would only get cold when I was sick. Now I am always cold, and I am always sick. What happened to the happy healthy little girl. Where did she go, because I desperately want her back. I am exhausted from being cold all the time, I want my heart back. My happiness back. Myself back.

Warmth - Shanda Hubler (via 1he-darker-side)


you know that unexplainable sickish feeling where youre not really sick and you dont really have a headache but you just feel wrong and you cant get comfortable or find something that youre really into but you kinda feel too ill to sleep or eat its like your body saying “i dont know what i want you to do but this isnt it”